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I LOVE YOU MORE

he argues with me that he loves me more.

oh well yesterday kumaran and I had our own secret getaway.We were just in our own world (: We were cracking all kinds of jokes,whispering sweet nothings,eating and slacking all the way.We thoned.awesome much.But we were just too exhausted cause we had very little sleep.He drew a tattoo for me.It was gorgeous.Wish I had taken a photo of it though :( Oh well.We pampered ourselves with oil massages.I think I am going to be a masseuse.haha.I came back home today close to 1 pm and met him yesterday at 1 plus btw.Will never forget the time we spent together.Next monday is his court hearing.All the best for that,really hoping he gets a probation.I know things won't be the same but he's the best of my love (:

'Later during your break just imagine me standing behind you giving you a neck message...'was how I started my msg and we were texting from 12 plus in the afternoon to 9 plus at night.Ehem things were getting a lil too kinky but he said thats just 'us'.When i asked him to define 'US',he said 'its just you and me'.Now that was freaking sweet.I just las la love him but you know that lovely bastard can really get on my nerves at times.As of yesterday and today,I realised staying couped at home can really drive one mad.Anyway was talking to bff just now,she was at simei.haha.She's always at simei and I'm always at pioneer.Anyway i just hope 2010 will be a better year than 2009.It has officially been proven that 2009 has been a 'difficult year' especially since the economic recession took place.arghhhhh.hopefully bi's case verdict goes well.hehe.happy advanced new year yaw (:

Aish came over to my place to pass my brother his notes and update me on stuff.I had to attend a SPC meeting which started at 7 PM.wth.what kind of school meeting starts so late and guess where it was???CITYHALL.its hilarious and retarded in a way.anyway I met bi after that.Poor thing!!He had bruises due to his work.Anyway had a fun time with him as always.We always kiss and make up after a squabble or fight.haiz.I think its kinda typical for couples.Btw came back home and had my dinner around 10 plus and was on facebook for awhile.I ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS have to see something on facebook that ends up breaking my heart.Santerina had to take a STUPID quiz and she ends up saying 'I LOVE YOU BABY ((:'.OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The feeling is just so screwed up.

I love him.I really do but sometimes when I think about the things he did and all,it can really tear me apart until people think I am going through some kind off depression.Aiyoooooooooooooooooooo.I have yet to find some answers to certain questions.I think its better left unsaid cause the truth hurts.

Hohoho!It is x'mas and I am all alone at home staring at the blank computer screen.Even fb gets kinda boring at times.People might be wondering why the hell am I blogging after such a long time.Oh well its cause I am bored and everybody seems to be busy with their own activities.
Major updates-I am promoted to year 3 which means I am taking my freaking A levels soon
-I am attached to a guy called kumaran for the past 7 months.OMG
-I am still shocked that the above two updates took place but I am happy

People talk so much about love and even hold debates on whether it really exists.blah blah blah.Well my take on this view,there is such a thing called love but it is rarely exhibited by many and MOST people only tend to live for the freaking moment which some mistake it as lust.haiz.